Last night I had received a message from God within my dream.
I was in my previous home and outside of my door, my cross was hung. My cross was a little crooked, and not at all perfect but I had put it together. Outside of my mother's door of her bedroom, her cross was hung as well- though, hers was a perfect cross. I believe this cross is symbolizing my faith. That I have faith but it needs to be worked on... to be stronger. I remember being scared in my dream. Scared to go to sleep- scared to be in my room. I went to my mother who was in a room holding my son. He was crying and she handed him to me. There was a mirror on the wall. I remember seeing myself in the mirror before talking to my mother after she gave my son to me. I told her that I know that god will protect us, I know he will- but I'm scared. It was at that moment she looked at me and said "You cant be". I immediately woke up. For some reason, I was crying. I found that when I woke up, I was afraid. Since I was little, I have had bad experiences with bad spirits and shadow-like people. We had moved to a new home, but they seem to be attracted to our family for whatever reason. My mother has a very strong relationship with God. I had just started going back to church while I was pregnant with my son, and am still going to this day. I had always believed in God, and I am not sure why I am so afraid even though I know he will protect us from evil. I know that he hears our prayers- Yet, why am I so afraid? Why am I afraid of the bad spirits and shadow-like people when I have God on my side? I don't understand it. I don't really know how to strengthen my faith or my relationship with God but I need to figure out how. The only answer I can come up with right now is that I need to know more about Him. That dream last night was a huge wake-up call for me. I am thankful of his love to where he will gives us messages that will help us.